Pulling the strings again and again,
Playing by what the puppet master said,
The puppet moved safely under the wings of its creator,
Not hesitating, not even a second later.
But on a free will when the master was away,
The puppet decided to pull her own strings today.
Shakily standing,
She moved on, finally free of her creator's handling.
Closer and closer she got to her safe haven,
Until the master swooped her strings up like a stingy raven.
Pulling her back by her bindings,
Never getting to make her own findings.
Always being played by the strings of her fate,
Never hesitating,
Not even a second late.
What does it feel like to live in the life of a fangirl? Well, you definitely knew. There were the biases. Ridiculously gorgeous men who sang for your sheer entertainment, in a language that wasn't your own. There were the concerts. You know, the ones that never seemed to make it to your city?
Yeah those, and then last but not least, the language barrier. The difference of Korean and your tongue was quite noticeably large, and as much as you could wish you could disperse that cursed barrier, you couldn't. The top three principles of a fangirl, are those solely.
Now, the dedication and time you had for them, was insane. Every hour, minute, s
Hyuk x Reader... Valentine's Cookies by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Hyuk x Reader... Valentine's Cookies
"Hyukkie, can you pass me the sugar?" You buzzed around the kitchen, looking for all sorts of ingredients you needed as well to make sugar cookies. Hyuk complied, passing you the sugar. "You know Jagiya? I can be sweeter than sugar..." You gave him a ridiculous look, and simply laid out your ingredients.
He wrapped his slender arms around your waist and pulled you close as you began throwing the mix together.
"Oppa! Let me be, I need to make these for my friends!" You tried to wiggle out of his strong hold, but to no avail. You sighed and continued to maneuver with Hyuk stuck to you like glue. You turned on the mixer and laid your head in
I'll Protect You... N x Reader by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
I'll Protect You... N x Reader
To think things couldn’t get any worse… You swiped at your tears, bringing your knees closer to your shaking form. You couldn’t stop crying as much as you wanted to, and it only made things when you stopped your crying to listen to his ruthless words. You wanted to curse him out, never see him again. He had hurt you dearly, but not only that, he had hurt your mother as well. You felt your phone vibrate, and you pulled it out to see one of the few names that could make you smile on a day like this.
‘Hakyeon’.
You carefully slid your finger across the screen and read his message.
‘Hey~ Do you want to go o
Lay x Reader... Christmas Craze by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Lay x Reader... Christmas Craze
“Jagiya, I’ve returned from Christmas shopping!” Lay unknowingly shouted into the empty apartment you two shared. He slid into your room in his socks and looked around in shock before realizing that the apartment was really empty. He ran his hand through his hair and sighed out. “I guess I could prepare something for her then…”
He nodded in response to himself and brought his bags out into the kitchen and set them down. He slid off his comfy, silky jacket, and rolled up his sleeves and began making your favorite dish.
~~
You dashed around the store picking up everything in site that had to do with coup
Sungmin x Reader... Merry Christmas by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Sungmin x Reader... Merry Christmas
Christmas Eve couldn't have been spent better. With your caring boyfriend, Sungmin, under a cozy blanket, snuggled up comfortably. A perfect way to spend a loving Christmas Eve. You cuddled closer to him as the TV played one of the numerous Christmas movies. You sighed out in bliss as he snuggled right back into you. He played with the ends of your hair when he decided to speak up with his silky voice. “You know jagiya; oppa has something special prepared for you.” You giggled in response.
“Oh really?” You mused. “What is it?” You hit him playfully and looked over at his deep chocolate eyes. He just smiled
Henry x Reader... Ferris Wheels and Tea Cups by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Henry x Reader... Ferris Wheels and Tea Cups
Ah! The county fair! The one place where kids loved to run free, couples to spend a cute date, and parents… Well, watch over their kids. But oh no, not you. You were here dressed in a cute light blue summer dress, waiting for Henry. As late as it was at night, the sun was down, and the wind slightly blew, sending goose bumps up and down your legs. You wore cute tan sandals to match as well, and you regretted that decision as well. You felt as if your toes would freeze and fall off. Luckily for you, Henry doesn’t keep you waiting long, as you see his tall, childish figure racing towards you. “_____!” You giggled as he
Shindong x Reader... Believe by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Shindong x Reader... Believe
It was hard for you to get out of bed every morning. And having your boyfriend, Shindong, wake up every morning early for schedules, was not helping. You would get up at the same time, just to make him breakfast and slither back into bed before the cold air of fall reached your toes. But on this particular day, the air was perfect. Shindong had left the windows open and whenever the wind blew, it tossed your hair into your sleeping face.
Shindong had his day off today, and part of his day was watching your usually hyped up self, lay quietly in the tussled sheets. He took his hand and carefully brushed your hair behind your ear again and smil
Pulling the strings again and again,
Playing by what the puppet master said,
The puppet moved safely under the wings of its creator,
Not hesitating, not even a second later.
But on a free will when the master was away,
The puppet decided to pull her own strings today.
Shakily standing,
She moved on, finally free of her creator's handling.
Closer and closer she got to her safe haven,
Until the master swooped her strings up like a stingy raven.
Pulling her back by her bindings,
Never getting to make her own findings.
Always being played by the strings of her fate,
Never hesitating,
Not even a second late.
What does it feel like to live in the life of a fangirl? Well, you definitely knew. There were the biases. Ridiculously gorgeous men who sang for your sheer entertainment, in a language that wasn't your own. There were the concerts. You know, the ones that never seemed to make it to your city?
Yeah those, and then last but not least, the language barrier. The difference of Korean and your tongue was quite noticeably large, and as much as you could wish you could disperse that cursed barrier, you couldn't. The top three principles of a fangirl, are those solely.
Now, the dedication and time you had for them, was insane. Every hour, minute, s
Hyuk x Reader... Valentine's Cookies by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Hyuk x Reader... Valentine's Cookies
"Hyukkie, can you pass me the sugar?" You buzzed around the kitchen, looking for all sorts of ingredients you needed as well to make sugar cookies. Hyuk complied, passing you the sugar. "You know Jagiya? I can be sweeter than sugar..." You gave him a ridiculous look, and simply laid out your ingredients.
He wrapped his slender arms around your waist and pulled you close as you began throwing the mix together.
"Oppa! Let me be, I need to make these for my friends!" You tried to wiggle out of his strong hold, but to no avail. You sighed and continued to maneuver with Hyuk stuck to you like glue. You turned on the mixer and laid your head in
I'll Protect You... N x Reader by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
I'll Protect You... N x Reader
To think things couldn’t get any worse… You swiped at your tears, bringing your knees closer to your shaking form. You couldn’t stop crying as much as you wanted to, and it only made things when you stopped your crying to listen to his ruthless words. You wanted to curse him out, never see him again. He had hurt you dearly, but not only that, he had hurt your mother as well. You felt your phone vibrate, and you pulled it out to see one of the few names that could make you smile on a day like this.
‘Hakyeon’.
You carefully slid your finger across the screen and read his message.
‘Hey~ Do you want to go o
Lay x Reader... Christmas Craze by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Lay x Reader... Christmas Craze
“Jagiya, I’ve returned from Christmas shopping!” Lay unknowingly shouted into the empty apartment you two shared. He slid into your room in his socks and looked around in shock before realizing that the apartment was really empty. He ran his hand through his hair and sighed out. “I guess I could prepare something for her then…”
He nodded in response to himself and brought his bags out into the kitchen and set them down. He slid off his comfy, silky jacket, and rolled up his sleeves and began making your favorite dish.
~~
You dashed around the store picking up everything in site that had to do with coup
Sungmin x Reader... Merry Christmas by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Sungmin x Reader... Merry Christmas
Christmas Eve couldn't have been spent better. With your caring boyfriend, Sungmin, under a cozy blanket, snuggled up comfortably. A perfect way to spend a loving Christmas Eve. You cuddled closer to him as the TV played one of the numerous Christmas movies. You sighed out in bliss as he snuggled right back into you. He played with the ends of your hair when he decided to speak up with his silky voice. “You know jagiya; oppa has something special prepared for you.” You giggled in response.
“Oh really?” You mused. “What is it?” You hit him playfully and looked over at his deep chocolate eyes. He just smiled
Henry x Reader... Ferris Wheels and Tea Cups by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Henry x Reader... Ferris Wheels and Tea Cups
Ah! The county fair! The one place where kids loved to run free, couples to spend a cute date, and parents… Well, watch over their kids. But oh no, not you. You were here dressed in a cute light blue summer dress, waiting for Henry. As late as it was at night, the sun was down, and the wind slightly blew, sending goose bumps up and down your legs. You wore cute tan sandals to match as well, and you regretted that decision as well. You felt as if your toes would freeze and fall off. Luckily for you, Henry doesn’t keep you waiting long, as you see his tall, childish figure racing towards you. “_____!” You giggled as he
Shindong x Reader... Believe by Mei-Ri, literature
Literature
Shindong x Reader... Believe
It was hard for you to get out of bed every morning. And having your boyfriend, Shindong, wake up every morning early for schedules, was not helping. You would get up at the same time, just to make him breakfast and slither back into bed before the cold air of fall reached your toes. But on this particular day, the air was perfect. Shindong had left the windows open and whenever the wind blew, it tossed your hair into your sleeping face.
Shindong had his day off today, and part of his day was watching your usually hyped up self, lay quietly in the tussled sheets. He took his hand and carefully brushed your hair behind your ear again and smil
She's super sweet, and as always, Saranghae Unnie~! She's always brightening up my day, and has been a good friend! ^^ Check out her page and her group~! sapphire-blue-family.deviantar…
My other Unnie, and she's a super sweet person, and I enjoy having her around. ^^ Saranghae Unnie! Please check out her page, as well as her group! sungminnielove.deviantart.com/
Dongsaengs
My one and only Dongsaeng! ^^ Ah, the most precious and sweet Dongsaeng ever! Be sure to check her out and give her lots of love~! ^^ Unnie will take care of you~
PROM15E pledge: I, as an ELF, will never use words to hurt the oppas, as they work for our happiness. I will help stand against the discrimination against them, and stay strong no matter what. I will keep this campaign going and hopefully let it reach the hearts of others around me. FIGHTING!
Anneyonghaseyo! ^^ Just to let you know, I'm 14, I like to draw anime, LOVE to listen to K-pop (Super Junior & SHINee & VIXX and sometimes GG.) You asked for a fangirl? GOOD. Cause you've got one right in front of you. I like to dance when nobody is watching, because if they were watching, their eyes would melt out of their head.
Yes. I do take requests! ^^ Don't feel like you have to give anything in return.
Support the "PROM15E" campaign!! Read it here in my journals~! ^^ Thank you~!
Biases for SUPER JUNIOR (Including Henry & Zhou Mi.)
Kyuhyun Leeteuk Ryeowook Eunhyuk Henry Zhou Mi
Biases for SHINee
Onew Key Taemin
Biases for VIXX Hyuk Hongbin Ravi N Leo Ken
Biases for 24K Sung Oh Byung Ho Cory Seok June Dae Il Kisu
Biases for Big Bang Taeyang G-Dragon Seungri
You don't like K-Pop? ...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ You funny. Now just one question... WHY U NO LIKE?? Maybe this shall convince you:
Still a no? Well good. More for me~ ^^
Favourite Visual Artist
N/A? ^^"
Favourite Movies
Studio Ghibli, Attack on The Pin-Up Boys
Favourite TV Shows
Hetalia, Rosario+Vampire, Vampire Knight, InuYasha, Ouran Highschool Host Club, Macross Frontier, Zero no Tsukaima, Fairy Tail, Hayate no Gotoku, Spongebob
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Super Junior, Super Junior - M & SHINee
Favourite Books
Bleach
Favourite Writers
Any KPop writers that exist.
Favourite Games
Far Cry, Left 4 Dead 1 & 2, Half Life 1 & 2, World of Warcraft, Happy Wheels
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Other Interests
South Korea, Henry Lau, Super Junior, Super Junior - M, Writing, Singing, Dancing, Video Games, My Biases, X Readers
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING OH MY WHAT VIXX AT KCON? OH MY SONIUBOABEIUHREIU MUST GO NOW XD
APPA PLEASE BLESS ME WITH WONDERFUL TICKETS TO KCON SO THAT I MAY BECOME COMPLETE I WILL AS KNOTHING LESE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE... that is until they come back. ^^"
Please excuse me, I must learn how to contain myself. But I really would love nothing more than to meet them and just smile with them, even if it's just for a moment.
GET A GRIP UGH PHOEBE DO NOT YOU BETTER QUIT NO DO NOT